do you know? what he did? to me?
he made me. love him. made me think. i would be spared.
andthenhedestroyedmememememememe.
he tortured me. for months. mindbodysoul. he took. my eyes. warped. my body. my mind.
crushed. my. heart. in. one. hand.
he made me. like him. eyelessmouthlessbranched. a tree that breathes.
(amonstermonstermonstermonstermonstermonster.)
and then expects. me to serve him.
(thewillowbowstonooneandnothingandnooneandnothing.)
why? because i am? no longer human?
what is? human? i have. forgotten.
(maybeineverwasmaybeidreamedit.)
do not ask. how i still see. you.
do not ask! for me to appear!
you would not like. what you see.
